​Hol a Holiday? Where’s the holidays?

Alright. Winter holidays. I don't know why, but I always hated the vacancies... Leaving the safety of routin and facing the problems of the self was always uncomfortable for me. Leaving the social sphere of school for summer or winter time always cut the only reason why I should interact people. Also, I always felt … Continue reading ​Hol a Holiday? Where’s the holidays?


​My Seasonal Social Bluescreen

These days, I am socially sick. I can't talk to anybody, wanting to be alone. My vocabulary is limited to "good morning, what's up, hamdullah and inshallah". I hate people who want to talk to me and I hate more those who don't want. Harsh, anti-social and senseless.  This is what my friend just noticed … Continue reading ​My Seasonal Social Bluescreen

My Tardy University and My Lost Trimester

Today, I checked my university again... whether the study starts in November!   In the last three months, I've been the edge of insanity. In the very beginning, I came back from Hungary, from my mother in August; however, she was begging me to stay until September. I told her I can't stay since my … Continue reading My Tardy University and My Lost Trimester

Poem: The last lust

​The last lust The Hellfire might hide more pleasure with the pain living and dying again- due to my careless, senseless life- than living with an empty soul that is able neither to live, nor to make itself die. I have no control on the present, the past does not infect me- who cares what … Continue reading Poem: The last lust